Sone ka vakt ho gaya hai,
so jata hun, kal zindagi
ek bahut hi bada din hai."
maine khud se kaha.
na jaane kaise hoga ye sab,
dates & all pe jaana in sab ki
aadat nahi thi mujhe. kaafi
nervous ho raha tha main
unse milne se pehle, lekin
saath hi saath excited bhi
bahut tha...
Ek arsa biit chuka tha humari
baat shuru hue vi, or maine ab
tak bas unhain tasviro mein hi
dekha tha, ab main yuhi to nahi
puri zindagi bita sakta tha,
unhein dur dur se dekh kar.
or waise bhi, kuch special
cheezain hone ke liye efforts
bhi zyada dalne padte hain,
to humne bhi decide kiya ki
hum kal finally milenge or
ek sukoon bharri shaam sang
bitayenge...
yahi kariib 2 baje ka milne
ka plan tha. baat dupeher ki
thi lekin jaise aankhon ke
aagey andhera hi cha raha
tha jo mujhe unke chehre
ke siwa kuch dikhaii nahi
de raha tha..
unki awaaz mere kaano mein
gunj rahi thi jaise mera naam
pukaar rahi ho, behad ishq se.
main waha vakt se paihle
pahuch gaya tha, kyunki
pehle hi din intezaar karau,
ye mujhe gawara nahi tha.
har guzarti car mein main
us chehre ko talaash raha tha,
baar baar apne phone ko dekhta
or lock unlock ka khail khelne lagta.
dhadkanain tez hone lagi jab
ek car mere samne aake ruki,
uska gate khula or koi utra,
wo jo utra tha, wo mera tha,
unhain dekhte hi main jaise
kahi kho sa gaya tha...
thods dilmy sa mahaul tha par
kaano mein mujhe ek hi song
sunayi de raha tha,"thousaand
years" of christina perri.
wo waqt, wo lamha main shayad
laakho croro saalo mein bhi nahi
bhulunga, kyunki wo mujhe
reality kam or ek sapne
jaise zyada lag raha tha.
maine aankhein kholi dobara
or dekha unhein wo bahut
bahut zyada khubsoorat lag
rahi thi yaaaar!!!
ye meri mohabhat nahi,
asliyat bol rahi thi, wo
thi khubsoorat yaar, or
aaj ussey bhi zyada hai.
unki aankhain, unke both,
unki muskaan, sab mein ek
chamak thi, a shine of beauty.
main der na karte hue aagey
bada or unko apna haath diya
muskurate hue, (unki intentions
bhale hi greet karne ki ho, par
meri to un komal haatho ko
mehsus karne ki thi.)
unhone muskura kar "hi" bola
or maine bhi "hi" kaha or
unke liye restro ka door khola
or unain upar le gaya..
waha pahuch ke maine unhain
baithaya and then khud bhi baitha,
kuch der tak to maiin jaise kho
hi gaya ki ye wakayi mein sach hai?
She's right here, or mujhe
yakiin tak nahi ho raha tha,
hum us waqt se guzre the
jab ek dusre se milne ke liye
tarse the, lekin aaj hum hain
saath ek dusre ke saamne..
maine unhain offer kiya ek glass
of water or khud bhi piya kyunki
shayad unse zyada zarurat mujhe thi.
hum logo ne baatain shuru ki,
main sach kahu to baar baar lost
ho raha tha kyunki main unki baato
se zyada dhyaan unpar de raha
tha, main soch raha tha
How beautiful she is.
wo is cheez se baar baar irritate
ho rahi thi ki main sun nahi raha
unhain par sach kahu to mujhe
unse ab pyaar hone laga tha,
kisi ke presence se aaj tak itna
complete mehsus nahi hua tha.
wo unka baat karte karte baalo
ko kaan ke piiche tuck karna,
mujhe dekh kar thoda sharmana,
har ek adaa jaise ghayal kar rahi thi.
main mehsus kar raha tha wo
sab itne mein unhone kaha,
"it's time to leave." or main
aisa ho gaya ki abhi to ayi hho.
itni jaldi kyun jana hai, unhone kaha
4:30 baj gaye anubhav agrawal
maiine watch dekhi to wakayi mein
2.5 ghante ho gaye the baithe hue,
pata hi nahi chala kab vakt nikal gaya.
maine unhain kaha abhi mat
jaiye please, abhi to maine aapko
sunna shuru kiya tha, par kyunki
unhain jana tha ghar.. main
zyada kuch bol na saka.
maine bill pay kiya, thodi si
baihes ke baad, kyunki wo aisi
thi ki mujhe karna hai ye wo,
khair hum uthe or door khol
ke aagey ki ore bade to main
wahi tham gaya.
main unse kuch mangna
chahta tha, wo kuch ghabraii,
unhain samajh nahi aya ki
main kya mang raha hu unse.
maine kaha I want to Hug you,
Unhone mujhe muskura kar
kaha, "I don't hug strangers,"
or mud gayi...
mujhe bura zarrur laga, to maine
kaha, "kya main humesha stranger
hi rehunga aapke liye?"
Unhone fir-se smile ki or kaha,
"ye to vakt batayega."
Us din shayad wo iklauti
aisi cheez thi jiske liye main
tadapta reh gaya, 'Ek Hug.'
hum bahar nikle, unhone cab
book kari apne liye, jab tak wo
nahi aayi maine unka haath pakad
ke rakha, wo nahi chhoda, kyun
chhodu? gale nahi laga sakti
kam se kam haath to pakad
ke rekhiye.
fir jo aayi cab or main aisa
ho gaya ki yaar, ab ye chali jayengi.
main chhodna nahi chahta tha
wo haath, par kya karein, majburi thi,
chhodna bhi pada or jaane bhi dena pada.
wo cab mein baithi or mujhe
piiche mud ke dekhne lagi,
unhone "bye" bola, or maine
unhain hand wave kiya or
jaise hi wo mudi, mera rona
nikal gaya, or aansu ruke
hi nahi maano..
wo cab hum dono ko door
lekar ja rahi thi, bahut door,
maine unhain text kiya,
"I Miss You..."
Bas itni hi....
Thank you for Comming..