Main aj kuch confess karrunga | Poetry

By | Abhash Jha



Askhon mein aankhain daal kar

tumse kabhi kaih nahi paaya

pataa nahi kis baat se itna darta hun

jo bhi mann mein tha, dil mein hai

unn aihsaas ko

chalo, aaj bayaa karta hun


Shuruvaat mein tum mujhe passand nahi thi

arey sacchi, kassam se nahi thi

bas ek feeling hui thi tumhe dekh ke

lagta tha kitna attitude hai tum mein

par achaanak tumse jab mullakaat hui

pataa nahi kis kaaran hum-main baat hui


par baatain karke lagaa tum meri soch se

bilkul alag thi

behad pyaari or kiya kahu tum mujhe 

bahot hi acchi lahi thi


paihli nazar mein kuch hua nahi

par baatain jabse hone lagi thi

sacchi kahu mujhe tabhi se

mohabbat tumse hone lagi thi


samajh nahi aaya achaanak mujhe

kiya ho gaya hai

bas tumse milte rehne ki

aadat si lag gai thi


yakiin nahi maanogi main raat-raat bhar

yahi sochta raihta tha

kal subha jab milogi toh..

kis ada se shuruvaat karunga

tumhari pasand ke gaano ko main yaad

kar-karke gun-gunaata tha

jisse tum suno unhe or kaho

arey yeh gaana aapko aata tha!


phit main bolu 'haan'

iss mein kaonsi nayi baat hai

fir mujhse tum request karo

ek baar sunaa do isey apni aawaz mein


maine FB pe account bhi na

tumharri wajha se hi banaaya tha

vo ek ajiib sa feedback saraahah pe

meri taraf se hi aaya tha


kuch jalte the dekh kar

tumhaare saath mein

tumse mil kar mere gaal laal ho jaate the

kabhi gaor kiya iss baat pe?


mujhe itni daant padti thi

main extra-classis apni kyu chod deta tha

main khud bhi nahi jaanta

apni padhaii se ziyaada

main tum par dhiyaan kiyu deta tha


phtsics mein mera dabba gol tha

or tumhaara bhi

par jab tumne kaha na ki padha do kuch

main khud ko rok paaya nahi


apni books side kari or ek class

piiche ki physics padhne lagaa

yeh sochke tumse baat karne ke

or maoke milenge, ek maoka or

tumhe impress karne ka


socha iss physics ke chalte

hamaari chemistry acchi ho jaegi

par kiya pataa tha chemistry bas

marksheet pe hi apne rang dikhaegi


main bahot kanjoos hun phir bhi

tumhare liye chocolates zarur laata tha

tumahaare dost bhi toh samjhaate honge

tumhai aaj bhi, yeh ladka tujhe

sach mein special maanta tha


main aankho se tumhe dekhta tha

tum chasshmo se

issi baat se chidhaata tha na tumhe


tumhe hii karne ke liye bhi

allag-alag tariike azmaata tha

haan main paagal ho gaya tha

mujhe paagal-pantiyan karne mein hi

mazaa aata tha


meri zyaada ladkiyo se waise baat nahi hoti thi

or tum sochti hogi yeh flirting main

aivayi sabse karta hunga

tumhaare paas hone se meri khushi ka andaaza

nahi tha tumhe

or tumhe lagta hoga yeh ladka

pehle se hi khushmijaaz hoga


tumhaare doston se tumhaari ladaayi hoti thi

or tum saara gussa mujh par nikaal deti thi

uss din se pata chala tumhe awww ke alaava

gaaliyo ki bhi acchi-khaasi knowledge thi

main bohot aalsi hun waise par workout karna

tumhaare liye hi shuru kiya tha


ab khud hi dekho tumne paihli nazar mein hi nahi

har naza mein kaisa jaadun kiya tha


5'2, patli si, gorri si ek ladki

sab kaihte thai acchi hai

tumhaari-meri jodi

tumhe ishaara toh diya tha maine

kaih kar mere sapne mein aaii thi tum aaj

jahaan tum meri thi-or main tumhaara (name)



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