I won't call you to say I'm sick because I overstayed outside while raining and I have to deal with your unending scolds but somehow comforts me and tell me I'm stubborn when you just recently said to take care of myself. I won't call you to say I got my first paycheck and this time, I'm the one who will treat you. I won't call you and tell you I love you every seconds but probably goes too much.
I won't call you just to cause heartaches anymore.
I will now love you in distance, in silence, in words, in your shadows, in my hidden thoughts, and in every little things I know won't break us the same way we did before.
_Dia_
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