I'm a spectator of my own life- I watch as every scene of it unfolds as each comely part arises as every character introduces themselves, and give additional meaning to my story
I also witness how every climax happens-
the changing of seasons,
the switch of events-
how my life is like a rollercoaster ride,
or just a plain journey, at times
I see how every chapter ends, too- how every happy page
has this other side-
the saddest;
how every bright morning,
will sometimes conclude with the most obscured nights; from being on the spotlight down to being out of sight:
how people slowly fade,
I watch them, as they leave,
'though I don't want to- and I don't have a choice, on most times,
but to accept the fact
that their part
has come to its finale,
but I have to continue living my life
I'm an audience of my own storyline
and I can't even change how it is written;
it's a surprise,
both filled with smiles and tears,
but after all these years it's the latter
I don't have any control
how I want it to be penned down; it has been decided how it is inscribed- by destiny
I don't wish for a fairytale, but I do hope it ends happily.